Cowards die many times before their deaths;

this past weekend

Tue, 04 Apr 2006 19:01:06 GMT

was amazing. i met a very nice girl. she's a new friend now. and, i spent time with krystal. it was amazing.
i like making new friends.
and, i like it when i make them laugh.

btw, i'm the yoyo pro in vegas.
deal. &be jealous.

but, lately. i've been really confused with my emotions. i hate it how i show it too much. i should stop. it's hurting me too much. oh, and i need to work on my jealousy problems. and especially my stubborness. i'm such a sucky person sometimes.

so, this weekend i'm hanging out with krystal. i'm sooo excited.
"WAIT^%$#@! spring break is next week?? OMGGG. i totally forgot."
yeah, i said that yesterday.. everyday just seems like another calendar day.

oh, and i figured out that my birthday is next month.
i think everyone will forget. oh well. it happens.
but, that's really gay.

i'm getting a camera soon. so, i'll repost pictures.

i'm weird.

Tue, 04 Apr 2006 18:52:32 GMT

let's just put it that way.

one more thing.

Sun, 26 Mar 2006 02:59:29 GMT

I want to talk to someone. Open up to someone. But, it's weird. and they've been acting weird. How do you know if they like you?

gay.

Sun, 26 Mar 2006 02:57:21 GMT

Robin and Ian like to watch Brokeback Mountain.
haha, jk.

Ugh. Finding things out on my own, is.. gay? Brothers, what the hell does that mean? yeah, it's been sucky.

What do you do when..

Tue, 21 Mar 2006 19:57:44 GMT

You want to be someone's friend, and you can't?

lately,

Tue, 21 Mar 2006 19:56:41 GMT

I've been thinking a lot.
I've been getting real frustrated over little things.
I miss the people I once talked to.
I lost people I cared for.

Why couldn't we have been just friends? And, now you hate me.

I'm going to California tomorrow.
And, I might be moving.
I don't know, yet.
But, the choice is mine.

but, i've chosen.

Mon, 20 Mar 2006 02:17:53 GMT

and, I'm happy.

This weekend,

Mon, 20 Mar 2006 01:50:11 GMT

things didn't go as planned. Friday night was horrible. Saturday, I played Ragnarok all day because Molly got grounded. Sunday, my mom graduated from her school.

Oh, but I did go to this one buffet called "Cravings"
dang, it was amazing. the desert bar was huuuuuugeeee.
Yeah, call me a fattie.

mmmgosh.

Fri, 17 Mar 2006 05:36:35 GMT

trainwreckkk

Jerks can't keep things to themselves.

Thu, 16 Mar 2006 19:29:03 GMT

I hate fucking jerks who promise me that they won't tell anything to other people that we talk about, and then they go out and prance their fucking happy ass over and tell people shit.

FUCKER.

ghjskla; hyped.

Thu, 16 Mar 2006 14:55:35 GMT

So, basically this is my first on LJ and it isn't so bad. I actually figure this out. As well as the HTML on here.

Well, this weekend i'm sooooooo hyped. This weekend's going to be AMAZINGGG to the extreme. Friday, I'm going to Copeland with Danielle. eeeeeeeeeeeep excited %^@#^$!&$;; saturday, Molly's coming over. I'm hella going to OWN HER N00BASSSS, like you don't even know. She thinks she can beat me at all N64 games. I think she's stupid. lollololol jkkkk. Sunday, my mommy's graduating from her nursing school at PIMA anddd it'll be some party to celebrate after. But, most of allll. Cat, might be coming down here. sdghadg sjkh dgashk eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep. SOOO EXCITED@!@!1$#@##

Biggest steps I've ever taken in my life.

Thu, 16 Mar 2006 14:42:43 GMT

I'm stopping. I'm changing. I'm trying to become a good person. Over the past couple of months, I became this sort of monster. I didn't realize this until I actually hurted people, emotionially. The thing is...why did I become this person in the first place?? Why? It's always "why?" I'm changing for the better, and I hope I don't hurt anyone anymore. I'm sticking to one girl. And, I think I've chosen her.

Thu, 02 Mar 2006 22:26:38 GMT

FRIENDS ONLY
♥